mind vs heart,

0500 soon. I wish I have more time. I need to be more discipline! More focus! More hardworking!
rahhs!
There is a bruise due to blood donation. I hope it wouldn’t hurt when I carry heavy stuff because my right arm is aching for no apparent reasons.
Everyone wants to quit. sighs! Can I quit too! argh. Or [...]

不在乎他,

思念悄悄随着泪轻洒
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indescribable.
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it shouldn’t be happening now…
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亲爱的你。。。
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闭上眼 数到三,所有一切都会消失。如果你愿意。
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如果你愿意,我会带你走。。。到天涯海角也无所谓。
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不是童化是偶化。
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我也不懂。。。

累了

天快亮了
能不能别离开呢
沉默像首悲伤的歌
捂上视线却模糊了
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It is almost 6am and I still can’t sleep. It is not the dramas, animes or mangas that is keeping me awake but lots of things on my mind. Watching those things is just a way to stop myself from thinking which leads to procrastination. School stuff is kinda driving me crazy. The stupid thing [...]