keeping on…

I did not assume I just really can’t be bother to find out what is the truth anymore. In another point of view, I’m just trying to protect myself. Everyone is selfish. Yes, including me. It is just that extent of selfishness. So what if it hurts? Does it even matter? The pain will go [...]

words,

they kill. I don’t remember when was the last time I felt soo soo upset just like yesterday.
I had to force myself to stop crying and broke down the moment I was alone once again.
I was laughing soo hard yet crying soo hard at the same time.
You don’t say things like that and then say [...]

trying hard,

This morning was horrible! yes! H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E! =( Especially so when I woke up in the morning. I slept! Yes I did. Well that is if that is consider sleeping. I’m getting high. sighs! Stupid badd habit! I’m sleep deprived and when I’m sleep deprived I get high! hoho! stupid luh. sighs. yepps back to the [...]