Running,

Don’t stop, just keep going!

Running makes Jia a happy girl! woohoo! hehh!
Jia likes this!

awww. I really don’t know how am I going to keep up with this lifestyle after I stop working since there will no longer be a gym so near and convenient for me to runn. My neighbourhood is having construction all over, no good place to runn. Most importantly nobody to go to the gym with me though I don’t mind going alone but I enjoy their company!

I just don’t understand why is that most of the time people always does what they hate others doing…  I’m sorry I’m not your servant and I really don’t see why I should run for you. Sending a soldier to the war without winning their respect, the soldiers will never put in their hundred percent. Why should people die for a cause that they do not know nor understand. Convince me if you can. Don’t ask me why I will die for Him but not you because you will never understand. He won my heart but you lost it.

rahhs!

Not the third time this year but just the third time within a year. It is an undeniable fact that the damage has been done and sorry there isn’t an undo button in life.

bleahs.

Change seems to be the only constant in life now. Time flies, nothing remains quite the same.

In a few weeks time, I’m starting school. I can’t imagine myself studying again. I miss the hall admission application! So upset! rahhs! The administrator was really super rude! Crazy lei.

Okay, I just gotta say it again. I’m really happy that I donated blood! Not that excited anymore since it has already been over but just really happy and I can’t wait for the next blood donation. Why is it in Oct and not Sept? Hope I can donate during my birthday! whheeeee~

It is all about communication.

oh! I’m really going pok! bleahs!

Buffet lunch was good today! hehh! Satisfied!

Quality time touches my heart.

There must be a personal breakthrough before the real breakthrough can come. There must be a personal revival before the revival can take place. There is only one way to do it, seek Him.

-okay, enough of my randomness today. Time to do real work!

drained but fruitful,

woah. I’m super duper drained. Physically and mentally. My mother totally gives up waking me up if I fall asleep in the liiving room. bleahs. She just ignore me totally and leave me there.

I told her I went for blood donation and I think she thought I said I’m going to go for blood donation. She really over-reacted! So upsetting! Really just wanted to share my joy with her but she was totally resistant to the idea of blood donation. Okay. She is kinda going to scream at me if she knows I already went for it.

Served today and something that hit me since I didn’t get to listen to the message due to a faulty cable was that the parents childhood also plays a large part in the upbringing of their own children because unknowingly we tend to treat our kids the way our parents treated us even though you know that it isn’t quite right. It is being like your own parents unconsciously. Anyway, as usual the babies are totally cutesy! I miss my precious alot!!!

rahhs!

Went for the cosplay event! Interesting! Had fun!

Dinner at Pepper Lunch is also good! It has been a long time since I went there but now my jacket really stinks. chou chou. argh!

How? How to tell my mama now? How to break the news to her?

-I need time,

2am

2am and I’m wide awake. I’m so drained today from waking up early and doing Maths. It has been like super duper long since I really sat down and think hard about a secondary school Mathematics question. Well at least I’m still able to do quite a few questions. Mathematics is really draining but that is still one of my favourite subject in school because it is one of the few subjects that I can do pretty well.

People has been telling me not to take Psychology since day 1 I had decided to. Sadly I didn’t make it there, so the people kinda got what they want.

I got into NTU Chinese. What I really don’t understand is why is the first profession that people think of, when I told them I’m going to take Chinese in NTU, is TEACHER??? People just always go, oh so you want to be a teacher in future?

I’m really kinda sick and irritated with this question and I know that some of them really don’t mean anything but hearing the same thing over and over again is really irritating. I hate repeating myself and so do I hate hearing the same thing over and over and over again.

With a Chinese degree I can do more than just being a teacher. Not that being a teacher is bad but I think I got no passion for teaching. I don’t want to do it for the sake of money or just because there isn’t anything else I can do.

I assure you, there is so much more I can do with a Chinese degree.

Meetings with Dr AR Bernard is always so mind blowing.

I miss my precious big time! Treetop or precious next week? =C argh!

I know His grace is more than sufficient and it will see me through.

I’m really tired but not sleepy. I have got soo much I want to do and need to do but I only got 24 hours a day.

I need to slow down and sort it out.

I miss my baobei and she said she saw me and I missed her when she was right in front of me. =C

Okay. Totally random.

I’m really hungry now but I really wasn’t hungry just now.

I felt really cold for the whole day and I feel like my gastritis is acting up. rahhs!

I’m going to the gym on Monday!

I feel like going for a jogg now but my mum will probably not allow.

My brother is so upset over his upcoming vocational assessment appointment. I totally have no idea why because I thought it is a good news? Confused.

My brother is really hungry like me too.

I have got soo many shows I wanna watch but I really got no time seh. bleahs.

I’m hooked onto the games on facebook. Totally hooked on it. shesh! but that is the only thing I’m pretty familiar with other than that and updating status and stalking people I really got no idea about facebook at all.

Okay. I think I’m done with this totally random and pretty long post.